I haven't posted my writings in ages... lots of things happened in the past few months, and most of them none too pleasant. But I plan on gradually coming back to the forum and be an active participant again.
Here is my latest offering, thanks in no small part to a new Muse who rekindled my creativity and fires up my imagination; I hope you'll like it.
Without further ado...
Autumn Dream
The morning air is cool and crisp, night frost melting Under the rising orb's pallid rays. Wispy strands Of slumber dissipate, oneiric neverlands Effaced by wakeful consciousness, yet enduring Dream images of vivid clarity linger; On a southern shore blessed with tranquil, sunlitten Stretches of undulating sand I was smitten By a breathtaking sight rising from the water... There you stood in glorious, arousing nakedness, Fiery nereid of flame-colored locks wetly Glistening in the light, fine droplets of salty Dew dotting your fair skin. The sea breeze's caress Carried the spicy tang of lustful desire Radiating hotly from your shapely curves, Stoking the fire already searing my nerves... As your emerald-hued eyes beckoned me nigher Deep carnal impulses took over unrestrained; As I ravished you with sudden, feral passion, We tumbled down, embracing in wild abandon, Roughly copulating in the tide, sustained By each other's moans and cries of surging pleasure. Soon climactic outcome washed over our entwined, Quivering bodies... Sated at last, we reclined In the receding surf, witnessing at leisure The glow of sunset setting ablaze the foaming crests of the ocean gently lapping at our feet. Such is the remembered dream, told without conceit, That gladdens my soul on this bright autumn morning.
Announcement for Best Dressed Couples/Friends Contest
Win a couple prize to the value of 10k for 1st place, 8k for second place and 6k for 3rd place. Best dressed Show! This is your opportunity to see the couples strutting their stuff.
Your partner/best friend has always had your back. Your partner/best friend is proud of your success. Tell us how they've helped you to achieve your goals and you could win a prize of 10k! HANDAAR are giving you the chance to tell your best friend/partner just how much you care about them. All you have to do is to enter Best Dressed Couples/Friends Contest and tell us what's so special about him or her.
Upcoming Theme – Halloween Bash! Best Dressed Couple Competitor Rules
• Competitors will compete in the matching outfits.
• Competitors may wear accessories.
Presentation
• Competitors will stand under the falls waiting for their turn, then walk to the bridge and introduce themselves briefly (personal preference).
• Competitors may tell us how they've met in game.
• Competitors may surprise their partners!
• Competitors may tell the most loving thing they can say to their partners/friends.
Scoring
Judges will be scoring competitors on the following criterias:
• Overall appearance including complexion, skin tone, hair style and overall presentation
• Ability to display the character and style (attention is focused on the confidence with which each contestant carries.)
Prizes
We will have 3 winners (prem-prem couple/friends, prem-non prem and non prem-non prem)
• 1st place: 10k, 2nd place: 8k, 3rd place: 6k
• The winners will be invited to a VIP room after the show. The winners will receive the prizes on the pole or rodeo.
Timeline
19th Oct, Wednesday, at 5am game time
Location: Tight Lipped, Waterfall
Death is a fairytale in which me and you are living together, more after "forever happy"... and after the first morning after the end... Death is a fairytale, painted icon, picture of a witch, mercy bringer, for eternal peace in my soul, I send endless prayers somewhere in the Infernals... Death is a fairytale, my face written all over, with an ink of a mirror, empty and silent, faint, simple, (in)existance... wandering in the night... Death is a fairytale, I am the author, with pain of the pen, from the desperation of the paper, I'm telling a tale of a dead heart... Death is a fairytale, I, the narrator, in one living act, there is no dialogue, only first person dying... Death is a fairytale, hundred times told, in thousand memories witnessed, in billion tears cried, never, and never was, that much desired...
Hello! Cath's here for another (late) Sunday's mini thread!
As you may have noticed, I forget to post one every week... It's mostly because I'm airheaded or too busy with school (university but you get the idea)
Hello,
tried to write some special ;-))
Alien related or what else you can imagine at this writing ;-))
Feel free to comment or add your own stuff if you like
I flow along. Flowing over dark green fields who undulate in the current, having only purple dark width above me. I feel someone in my near now, close to me, note this presence and move in this direction.
It’s YOU! Back there YOU are! Seeing you now. Your warm dark red lights draw me magically. Expectantly I move closer to you. My excitement rises. Also I catch in to glow. I approach you more. The closer to you I come the more intensely and brighter becomes my glowing. Starting with deep-blue, changing to violet and afterwards dark red.
Your lights start to pulsate. YOU have noted me! The sparkling of your indicator lights shows me your beginning excitement. I flow faster to you. Now also my cover sends pulsating light signs. Finally, I am near you.
Slowly I stretch out a part of my cover like a finger, longer and longer, closer and closer to you. Yes! You do the same! Our fingers touch the very first time. Now I can hear your warm and friendly welcome, can feel a little of your thoughts, your open being, your readiness for more. Ready to let me in?
I slide my outgrowth about yours. It starts to tingle. Our skin dissolves slightly, our fingers melt and merge. Our nerves can move closer to themselves, more and more, searching each other. Now they are touching ... and I am contacting to YOU!! Having connected!! To YOU!! The first time now I feel you directly, feel you in the right way, am so close to you, feel unsteamed your emotions, your eager excitement.
I want more of you and send other outgrowth to you, touch you, feel your answers to each of my touches. Feel your readiness and devotion while opening our skin, the tingle while you allow me to sink into your inner. More nerve endings contact, more flow of information, accompanied with strong feelings, every point of our touches is a hotspot. We begin to pulsate together.
I feel your demanding tentacles, allow them to penetrate into myself. My skin opens for them, feeling again the exciting tickle while the resolving of our covers, your nerve endings now in me too. Each new contact with you intensifies the feelings, unfiltered wild emotions wave now back and forth between us and our desire become more intense and stronger. Wild desire, wanting unconditional receiving of the other, our common area grows, gets bigger and bigger, more beautiful feelings more touching. Our rhythms adapt, our games of color change and pulse is now in the absolute synchrony.
We contract closer, increase our contact surfaces, our membranes interlock mutually, we feel ourselves even more intensely. Waves run on our surfaces, waves of desire and pleasure. More and more of our membranes dissolves, the tingling increases in near unbearable heights. We flow into each other, our body fluids mix more and more. Now I taste you, cost your aroma and take up your juices joyfully in myself. We mix, fill every niche, every cavity with the aroma of the other, make our delightfully beguiling common dear love juice that fills us, that wraps our nerves and allows to shoot our neurons wild flashes of thoughts.
More and more and more nerve tracts overlap, adapt themselves, contact, our feelings and sensations intensify. We increase the exchange of emotion. I open my awareness, leaving free space for you. Feeling you, the formerly stranger, already close in me, ready to flow into this space. I grope the way along your nerve tracts, let my thoughts and feelings flow, finding the space, the place, the willingness to let it happen. And also you can find your way into my core. Your nerves crawl along my nerves, using my nerve paths, tingly melting and merging now everywhere, always coming closer to my center. Your feelings, your warm thoughts, your arousal and excitement flow through my channels. You fill my neural pathways, flood them, merging with all my nerves. I feel you further and deeper penetrating me on your way into my center. Yes, I receive you, make room and space for you, take you into me, let penetrate your mind into my mind.
-- to be continued ? -- Some of the "aliens" i had in mind with this writing ;-))
And this is it, final act of this Greek Tragedy. I'm going to post an Epilogue and after that, It's ByeBye to Fenix-TS! and warming welcome to... *drums beating*... SIMPLE TANIA
As he packed his things upstairs, I heard him open and closing drawers, wardrobes and dragging suitcases, all the strength, all the energy moved by anger and wounded pride, faded away and I, just let myself fall down on the couch, lying there I felt the tears running down my cheeks and I cried; I washed my soul in those minutes and while I was doing it several images crossed my mind, images of good times, bad times, monotonous times, all those little things that make a relationship, first at two, then, in my case, at three and at four, with my eyes closed I thought about my children, how would I tell them, or worst, what if…if I have to tell them about my past, or even worst, if they find out for someone else, what if…if everything I did was a mistake? What if… if I had stayed silent? Am I making a huge mistake? Am I ruining my life? Am I destroying, even without intention, my children’s life? Could this be a deep selfishness act?
I closed my eyes, sat in the couch struggling to wipe out these ideas from my head, along with those damn tears, punched the sofa several times, I snapped loud, shook my head, NO! NO! I won’t commit the same mistake again, never again, ENOUGH! I got up, went to the bathroom, washed my face, stayed there for a few seconds, looking to the mirror, watching to my reflected image, taking a deep breath and when I thought I was ready, I went back to the room, and just in time. After a short period he went down, a suitcase in each hand and a smaller one in tow, set them on the floor by the door and came up to me, looked me in the eyes, with those eyes that made me fall in love for him the second I saw them for the first time, twenty years ago, put his hands on my shoulders and because he probably noticed that I was crying, said – “Tania, forgive me…please…let me explain, give me…one more chance, please sweetheart, I love…” – didn’t let him finish, all the frustration, all my sorrow, all that rage accumulated in a life time and increased for those two months and especially since the previous day, have surfaced, took control of my body, put my hands in his chest, pushed him from me and with all the strength I could muster, slapped his right cheek.
He was astonished looking at me, it’s certain that he knows me well, knows about my explosive temper, but I think never, never crossed his mind that I was capable of doing that, to speak the truth, me neither, I’ve been through many situations, I had done so many things, including almost torn apart Garcia’s balls, but I had never been in a state in which I felt so eager to hit, to hurt, to… kill! He realized that, opened his mouth to say something, but I cut immediately saying – “Stop right there! EXPLAIN what? That you were deceiving me for over 10 years? That you settled a house to your lover? That you made her a son and gave him your name? That you would prefer spend holidays with them than with us?” – All this was said in a squeaky voice of pure hatred, he tried to counter but once again I didn’t allow – “Go to her and your other son, IT’S HER TIME TO PUT UP WITH YOU, to you and your SHITTY family, I just don’t wish that the house explode with you inside, because the child has no fault of the parents who came out in raffle for him, NOW…GO AWAY, I can’t bear looking at you one more second!”
After that there was nothing more to say, he looked at me resignedly, grabbed the bags and left, I closed the door with all my remain strengths the moment he transposed and again the tears, now more from anger took possession of me, I let myself fall to the ground with the backs against the door, the head between my legs and there I stood by, for how long, I really don’t know.
When my children reached home, I had to tell them, it was a very complicated night, I cried, they cried, asking me over and over again the reasons why, something that I couldn’t explain, I had to hide the reasons from them, saying only that, it would have to be their father to tell them, but that it was strong, very strong, that I didn’t do it frivolously, that I did it because I had to, because it was completely impossible for me to live in the same house as he, that not even for them I could do it, that they would have to take my word for it, until the time their father told them everything.
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