What am I doing in the cold...

[Drek]

What am I doing in the cold,
inanimate night,
crazy and deaf dog,
sick of myself,
eating my furious misery,
in the cold death i seek...
What am I doing in the cold,
did I threw my mind in hell,
naked metaphorical,
I'm going insane,
triumph of my end...
I'm melting,
like the ice on the spring sun,
thousands of drops of steam,
all life evaporates from me...
What am I doing in the cold,
human madness,
what do I seek from the cold,
death,
there is nothing else for me...
Black horses,
without saddle,
to carry me far away,
under hell,
in the silent inexistence,
to be nothing... to be the cold,
the chill of her skin,
I want to be...
What am I doing in the cold,
I want to be the cold,
to kill her warmness,
like she killed my love,
her soul ice to become,
from me,
to get a disease,
to dry on the cold,
to kill her mind...
My winds to tear her heart,
her thighs,
to become blue,
from the cold mass in the air,
my love...
What am I doing in the cold,
revenge,
evil revenge instead of love,
to fill the empty holes with tears,
with her soul,
to heal my heart...
What am I doing in the cold,
I seek,
I seek to see her...