10-28-2016, 12:44 AM
FINAL WORDS
I understand now (4 months later) what it's been all about.
What's funny is I knew it from the beginning, since the C&O night.
You know, this feeling of being in a warm, comfortable, peaceful place, all the more there is a raging tempest outside ?
You could describe love this way, yeah...
Fact is: my mind's a battleground, fire & ice, ice & fire. And at times... At times I want to be this lukewarm pond... There is a wooden bridge on it, where friends come to chat, kids come to dive, lovers come to kiss...
And I found it there.
It was making ML laugh (you intergalactic quiche !), it was shaking hands with FL (busted !), it was fencing off sarcasms with B (too much chablis ?!), it was inventing Kiss Fu with S (you improved your moves !), it was pulling E out of bad moods (the 7 veils !), it was sharing MJ's work as a (gifted) artist (this picture felt right !), it was speaking and making movies with L (the pigpen !)...
It was meeting people and sharing stories. Oldest habit of humankind. I'm pretty sure our ancestors in their caves, when it was frightening outside (most of the time), did that. Where do you think the Lascaux pictures come from ?
And now ?
Now nothing.
The gibberish ends here. I've got a pond to find and a bridge to build IRL...
I understand now (4 months later) what it's been all about.
What's funny is I knew it from the beginning, since the C&O night.
You know, this feeling of being in a warm, comfortable, peaceful place, all the more there is a raging tempest outside ?
You could describe love this way, yeah...
Fact is: my mind's a battleground, fire & ice, ice & fire. And at times... At times I want to be this lukewarm pond... There is a wooden bridge on it, where friends come to chat, kids come to dive, lovers come to kiss...
And I found it there.
It was making ML laugh (you intergalactic quiche !), it was shaking hands with FL (busted !), it was fencing off sarcasms with B (too much chablis ?!), it was inventing Kiss Fu with S (you improved your moves !), it was pulling E out of bad moods (the 7 veils !), it was sharing MJ's work as a (gifted) artist (this picture felt right !), it was speaking and making movies with L (the pigpen !)...
It was meeting people and sharing stories. Oldest habit of humankind. I'm pretty sure our ancestors in their caves, when it was frightening outside (most of the time), did that. Where do you think the Lascaux pictures come from ?
And now ?
Now nothing.
The gibberish ends here. I've got a pond to find and a bridge to build IRL...
Making a girl smile can be much more rewarding than bedding her...