Depressions (talk about it?)

[Willy_for_Boobies]

Depression, darkness in mind.
Depression, nothing seems kind.

Even good feelings have a bittersweet taste;
feel other feelings and all seems like waste.
Every feeling is with sadness in touch;
simple bad things even hurt you so much.

You aviod big emotions, who fly high will fall deep;
but you miss this "adventure", no one dream did you keep.
"I will never get happy!" so you think and will shout;
but as mostly before you cry quiet and not loud.

Shielding your heart, what could hurt you preclude.
All other people from your thaughts you exclude.
Saying: "it's fine, .. all goes well, .. it is good."
No one of the "others" see's the cause of your mood.

Hopeless, alone at a deep well's ground
you seeing and feeling only darkness around.
Worthless your life, no hope who did stay;
Leaving this all, taking this easy way.

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