My dark times

[Drek]

Don't look at me with the eyes


Take and destroy,
proud and selfish Gorgon,
freeze the place under my throat,
cut the knot inside my chest,
let me die,
let me find comfort between the clouds,
to melt in the roots,
to become nothingness,
inside the core of the earth...
Don't look at me with the eyes,
Close your eyes before my,
so that I cannot see the evil entity inside you,
the very opposite being,
from what I keep inside me...
Daughter of the fallen divinity and shame,
deep inside my body a stone you leave,
leave me without gaze,
to roll on the dirt,
to say my last,
and with a lot of blood,
to forget you...
If only your soul was warm,
like the warmth on your thighs,
your name would go far,
morbid contempt and silence...
Freeze my soul,
I will write about you cursed woman,
daughter of ancient demons,
i will write about you cursed woman,
i died with you in lust and destruction,
i poisoned my soul in your bed...
You don't have a light in your eyes,
but a vile stone entity,
you steal the most valuable from a man,
and leave ashes to burry him...
Take me and make me become a stone,
make this body inside,
so i cannot feel sickness inside,
not a word to let out of anger,
nor to make revenge on you,
to kill my self inside,
and your evil towards me,
more sacred for me than God...