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I forgot - Drek - 08-02-2016
I forgot....
I forgot the disgusting segment from the past... the detestable things, the blood,
the soul poured on the cheeks, left there to dry like a tissue...
I forgot the evil,
that was tearing apart my psycho-physical build,
somewhere back in time...
I forgot....
All those nightmares and madness, when the night kills in the dream, the anxiety
in the faintly morning opening the day,
I forgot the futility of the looks in the eyes,
the itch in the heart...
In all that gathered sadness,
on the heavy pounds of memory,
in 66 kilograms human, a pile of poison...
I forgot...
I forgot about my dead past, the clear end sight and the dead end
of humanity...
I forgot to cry,
to grieve,
to curse and pray,
I forgot to kill myself...
I forgot to extinguish the emotions in countless bottles of alcohol,
I forgot to vomit what's inside, to disconnect and connect from the outside,
I forgot to hope about death...
I forgot the yearning after the cold kiss,
I forgot the stupid expression of human weakness,
on the other side of the mirror...
I forgot the disappointments,
the broken pieces of glass psyche,
the crushed emotions,
the ferocious core of life...
I forgot...
I forgot to sing about the darkness,
I deleted her face from the covers of the books,
I crossed-out the loneliness,
from every strophe marrow...
I forgot to caress the evil,
the first hour,
the first time i made love with your spirit... I forgot to count time
at the time i gifted you my soul, to keep it inside you, to be yours forever...
I forgot to hug the end,
at the first second of our beginning,
from our beginning,
in your heart,
in my heart...
At this our time,
I forget the misery,
i meet it and learn it,
THE LOVE... I enjoy the love, forgetting...
Forgetting the shadows,
horrors and miseries...
I'm not pitiful when I'm lonely,
I'm not suffering and weak,
I found more inside me,
I found more inside you,
for me,
for you,
for us... for our future... for the love.
There are more lives for us both...
I forgot to be alone with you,
for myself,
here with you... near you,
inside you...
I forgot...